December 1860
Philadelphia, PA
Dear Mrs. Craft,
Please allow me to introduce myself. My name is Evelyn Jean
Winston and I am a colored woman living in Philadelphia. My father, whom I
never had the opportunity to meet, was a runaway from South Carolina. He met my
mother here in Philadelphia. They had a loving but brief marriage, as my father
suffered from consumption [tuberculosis] and never recovered, bless his soul. I
never got to hear of his dangerous escape from slavery, so I was particularly
excited to hear of your husband’s published account of your miraculous journey
from Macon all the way to England. I got my hands on a copy and devoured every
page in what felt like an instant! I imagined the troubles my own father must
have faced on his way to Philadelphia. The only thing missing for me was a bit
more of your personal perspective on the journey, which, I suppose, is what
prompted me to write this letter.
The key to your scheme was your fair complexion. As a
quadroon, you had the ability to pass for white, yet this advantage only got
you so far. Your gender was yet another issue to overcome, so you daringly
donned the costume of a white male planter. How ingenious! The written account
detailed your costume (the homemade trousers, the shirt, the glasses, and the
poultice), yet I was far more interested in what could not be hidden by
clothing and accessories. Did it take much concentration to alter your gait and
your posture to resemble that of a man? Did you find yourself falling into
familiar feminine or personal habits, such as adjusting your hair or sitting in
a particular way? To walk with the confidence of a white slave-owner is far
from anything slaves themselves are usually taught, but I am certain that years
of observing such men aided your purposes.
Your idea to make your persona, William Johnson, an invalid
seemed to serve a dual purpose. First, it provided a reason for you and your
“slave” to be travelling to Philadelphia in the first place. Secondly, your
feigned afflictions could be used to excuse you from normal social activities
and allow you to retire early or say very little, keeping your contact with
suspecting whites to a minimum. Did you predict that this latter purpose would
be so frequently compromised? While it was predominantly quite useful, your
illness did make you rather conspicuous amongst the other passengers, many of
whom became interested in assisting you or inquiring of your health. I remember
one instance where your fellow white passengers doted on you, making sure you
were quite comfortable and able to rest. Why, you must have felt like Sally
Hemings under the attentive care of Dr. Sutton! Imagine if those “buckras” knew
they were actually helping a runaway slave feel more comfortable while in the
midst of her escape! Returning to the topic of William Johnson’s status as an
invalid, this genius idea of yours also aided you in overcoming the seemingly
insurmountable problem of literacy. At that time, you could neither read nor
write. You quite smartly put your right arm in a sling to avoid having to write.
Had you worried about not being able to read your ticket (imagine if the
ticketing agent had misprinted your tickets, sending you to the wrong
destination!)? Literacy seemed to be one of the riskiest elements of your
escape.
Let me quickly remind you of a passage from your husband’s
account. Referring to slaveholders, he wrote, “They say that God made the black
man to be a slave for the white, and act as though they really believed that
all free persons of colour are in open rebellion to a direct command from
heaven, and that they (whites) are God’s chosen agents to pour out upon them
unlimited vengeance,” (20). I could not agree more with this statement. Only
when I had finished the rest of the book did I realize the extent to which so
many whites in the South took it upon themselves to act as “agents” or
enforcers of slavery, even when the situation did not require their assistance.
Did you, as William Johnson, expect to be bombarded with so much unsolicited
advice on how to handle your “slave”? On the way to Charleston, one man quite
firmly suggested that you sell your slave to him to prevent him from running
away. He thought no slave owner should take a slave to the North, risking the
chance of filling his head with abolitionist ideas that might spread to the
rest of the southern slave population. Another man insisted that you treat your
slave severely and brutally to keep him in line. Several others were quick to
relay their concerns, saying your slave seemed like the type to run away. The
overall impression left by these encounters is that the South is a place
fraught with suspicion and hostility surrounding slavery. The whites experience
such a strong paranoia regarding the possibility of a slave rebellion that they
make other white slaveholders’ business their own. I was slightly surprised by
how much they intruded upon your personal affairs. Who knew supposed white
southern “gentlemen” would be so interested in heavily criticizing their social
equals openly and publicly.
I shall stop my ponderings here. I realize you must be
overwhelmed with attention in England and with the new public awareness of your
escape. I would very much appreciate your thoughts on my letter, should you get
a moment to respond.
Yours truly,
Evelyn Jean Winston
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